Kara says:
READY!
Amanda says:
Hi miss.
Kara says:
Good evening!
How was your day
Amanda says:
I hear Ani is coming your way.
My day was good. A little amped. Deadlines closing in. No sleep. The usual
I’m trying to breath through my third eye or whatever.
Tell me about your day.
Kara says:
yikes! I hope you haven`t been neglecting yourself in the process
good.
My day was great, I helped mark move heavy things today, then I went to the gym had a great hour and a half there, I feel sore yet energized.
I may or may not have a little whiplash from the car accident yesterday but I can`t really tell
Amanda says:
from now on you can’t tell me about the gym
I’m sick of hearing about the gym everyday
it’s not nice to make your friends feel guilty.
you probably do have whiplash
Kara says:
there are worse things though then whiplash…one time I was in a car accident and my sunglasses exploded into pieces off my face
Amanda says:
I remember
Kara says:
that was worse…they were new
Amanda says:
I was there for that
around
in the picture
what a concept
‘in the picture’
Kara says:
hahaha
Amanda says:
Speaking of pictures, how is the old dating service. Line up any bass yet?
Kara says:
Fredericton sucks, there aren`t many fish in Fredericton….and if there were i`m sure it would be incest someone has fucked someone who i`ve been with.
That’s not cool.
I want to find a little gem no one knows about.
hahaha
is that too much to ask for?
Amanda says:
yes
Kara says:
hahaha
It there, you found yourself a little gem.
It’s
Amanda says:
it’s because I turn them gay.
It’s a conversion operation
Kara says:
come on now, you can`t turn someone gay
Amanda says:
I’m kidding, you asshole
but I solidify their questioning
Kara says:
how so, tell me your ways oh wise one.
hahaha
Amanda says:
I allow them to exploit their interests.
I never specifically look for ‘a lesbian.’ I find what I want
and I get it
I got it.
It’s about figuring out what you want
that’s the hardest part.
and harnessing your inner hotness
Kara says:
interesting, so Amanda, what is inner hotness?
Amanda says:
it’s self explanatory…
everything that’s hot about you that is all yours and does not manifest itself physically ?
knowing who YOU are and WHY you’re special.
and letting it radiate
Kara says:
do you think it can be faked…. like if you project inner hotness then people will assume you have it?
Amanda says:
no
it cannot
because it is there
it’s not fake-able
it just needs to be found, cultivated, and harnessed
we all have it.
Kara says:
found and cultivated, so where does one begin on the search for inner hotness?
Amanda says:
Sometimes when you act like a shrink I want to deck you.
you know it. You see slices of it, but you don’t explore it fully. When you feel confident. It’s an explosion of this confidence
what’s something you feel confident about?
Kara says:
hahahaha
so I see your angry.
hahaha
hmm what’s something I feel confident about…
right now… its my ass… my skinny jeans are getting loose. It’s amazing.
When you come home you may not recognize me.
Amanda says:
okay so you like your ass….that’s not about something inside of you at all
that is your ass
outside
Kara says:
hmm… hahaha
Amanda says:
your skin
Kara says:
my award winning personality
hahaha
Amanda says:
you have to be more specific
the problem with harnessing your inner hotness
is that most people burry it
case in point
Kara says:
sometimes people think i`m funny maybe I don`t know
Amanda says:
and you have to own it
Kara says:
why are you my friend?
hahaha
Amanda says:
not ‘sometimes’
‘people’
‘think’
YOU ARE FUNNY
Own it
meditate on it
kiss love it fuck it
hold the fact that you are funny up over your head
every morning say “I’m fucking hilarious”
“I deserve somebody who gets that I’m funny”
that will be a start
make a list
you like lists
I have to go get writing
Kara says:
i do, i love lists
hahaha
fair enough, thanks for the pep talk.
Amanda says:
own it and make it work for you
xoxox
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